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Sometimes it is best to pretend it never happened

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I just told my mom everything. She told me how she felt. About her relationship. Now we wait for my dad to get home.

My trip to Rome
I just came back from Rome last night. It really is a lifechanging experience for me. I feel very overwhelmed with information. Everything is making sense to me now.

Now that I am back, I feel different. I feel like my life is split up in two different parts of the world at the same time. Most likely because I was reintroduced to my past. My past that was removed from my memory. And now I see that that part of my life had kept going while I was on a different path. Seeing this other world of mine makes me want to connect with the people there more. My family. How I miss them.

I feel like my life has just begun. I still have many things to do.

Ciao for now!

I finally get it back
Well, after at least half a year, I get my Meteor Garden back. I've been wanting it back for a long time now, and honestly, my interest in it has waned a bit. I guess it's because it's been so long since I've seen the last one.

I was expecting it back about a week after I let my friend borrow it. But now it's been so long that I forgot a lot of what happened, so I might just have to start over again. :-/

Something has happened to me because of this. Now I am always afraid of lending out my things to people. I am afraid that I will never get my stuff back, or if I do, it won't be until I lose interest in it.

I felt bad when my friend (who has also been asking to borrow the DVDs for a long time), asked to borrow it after I had finally received them back, I told them that I would like to make a copy before I let her borrow it. It's not that I didn't trust her, it's just that I spent so much money on this thing, and I just wanted to have it back. I also thought I was splitting the price with people. But it didn't turn out that way. It was missing for so long that at one point, I didn't care if they helped pay or not. I just wanted my stuff back.

I get like that sometimes. I mean, I think of myself as a generous person. But sometimes I just feel used.

Stupid Me
I can't sleep.

Summer is here!
Feel the Magic
Yes, it's spring break! That means no more driving to STATE and back home!! YAY! That was definitely a major reason why I pay $40 for a full tank!

Anyway, what I want to do is have some fun! Also, to catch up on Meteor Garden, play the songs I've been practicing on the piano, FFVII, and unfortunately, EXERCISE!!

[sigh] I want my effin stuff back!

Besides that...

We went to coronado this saturday. Fun! Except that maybe I was the only one getting a bit annoyed by Shelise. But I just kept my contact to a minimum with her. Everytime she opens her mouth, it's a complaint!

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But yes, here are the king and queen of the deserted island connected by a blue bridge that dissapears when we flip the switch.

Yesterday, we took my cousin to Balboa Park, with my dumb dog. It seemed that more people liked her more than they hated her (the dog). These young Chinese children had much fun with her. I would post pictures, because we all know that all everyone looks at in journals are pictures, but LB has them.

And yes, I know, a shocker that I updated. Oh! Anybody interested in going to 6 flags in the end of May/begining of June?

What's Forever For?
All these lovers keep hurting each other, when good love is so hard to come by.

Carlsbad Flower Fields
Feel the Magic
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Lots of stuff
Feel the Magic
It's been such a long time, and there is a lot to say. So... LJ-cuts for everyone! (because we know you're not gonna want to read everything.)
Lots of readingCollapse )That's enough for now. I'll see ya next time!

Something good has to come from all this RAIN!

Well, my aquarium is now empty. All I have to do now is clean it up and prepare it for it's potential saltwater guests.

I don't know why I haven't updated in a long time. I guess I've been busy doing REAL stuff and not staying on the computer too long.

It's my dumb dog's birthday today. Yes, she is one year old.

aerith_vii has learned to sew and created something special. Good job, babe ;)

I wanna post some more pictures, but that should be later on. Right now, I gotta finish cleaning my tank y'all!


Dumb Dog!!!
I came home after seeing Josh in his "birthday suit" (haha, that's just the wrong title to give it) [which looked like it was what those models wear in the mags... the male ones.] to THIS!

My Feel the Magic game!!! :'(

But it's ok... it still works. I just got a knife and scraped off all the plastic that was preventing the game from going into the slot, and it works just like before!!! YAY!!! Thank you Nintendo for making cartridges instead of disks!!! YAY!!!


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